-Assalamualaikum-
This is not my idea of doing this entry but it's MR.K's ilham bernas . You may refer HERE . Yet tengok the title pun you all will somehow dapat agak sikit la kot what my hands wanna talk here , ey ? It's about second chance . It's about passion . Not passion , ghairah yang blue-blue tak senonoh tu ok . Clear up your minds . It's about passion yang will make you like ada super power to get what you want . This super power call zealous . Or if dibahasa melayukan ialah semangat berkobar-kobar .
Why this damn passion is damn important ? Passion yang aku asyik cakap dari aku start tulis is minat , suka , keghairahan terhadap sesuatu . Oh by the way , ni bukan entry lucah , wahai reader(s) . Ni entry penaik semangat . So jangan nak manipulate benda yang aku tulis ni . Heh . Oh , berbalik pada question yang berdamn-damn tu . Frankly speak , aku sangat sangat sangat la agreed dengan MR.K yang kita kena buat apa yang kita suka dan minat danghairah LOVE .
For a second , I'm feeling so thankful to Allah for giving me the chance to make , do , learn what I want and have more enthusiasm in it . It here is ARCHITECTURE . Yeah ! Alhamdulillah . Aku start falling in love dengan architecture since aku kenal and faham maksud word architecture tu sendiri which is I get to know about it from my bro(cousin) . It's not aku nak buat a same post like MR.K did but I just wanna share my story about second chance and how passion help you . Sikit-sikit jela . Aku bukan terror(hebat) macam MR.K . heee :D
I'm 19 this coming October(oh my ! next year 20 ke ? Feeling so old) InsyaAllah , which somehow tells that I took my SPM in 2009 . Berbekal dengan result yang sangat tidak memuaskan hati aku and parents aku , result yang biasa-biasa , apply segala apa yang ada untuk further study , deep down in my heart , aku nekad nak archi to be my future . And others pertikaikan tentang choice aku yang nak archi to be my future . Aku just dengar jela what they said sebab yang bercakap tu bukan calang-calang orang , they're somebody yang dah success yang mungkin tak yakin dengan pilihan aku , so they just speak what they think . Maybe they just too concern about me sampai terlupa " nothing impossible when you believe in HIM " .
BUT , like seriously , nothing in this world can easily change my major passion in architecture to something else without Allah's will . And I'm thanked to my heart and mind sebab uneasily care bout others' thoughts . Months fly away and aku dapat Matriks Melaka yang somehow dah semakin make hard my dream to make archi as my future . SEBAB aku dapat course yang totally out dari landasan archi , bio sc or sains hayat . Yet rasa grateful tu tetap ada sebab , they're many out there yang tak dapat tempat nak further their studies . So , without fikir panjang-panjang lagi , aku terima kemasukan ke matriks dengan hati yang terbuka . At the same time , aku apply rayuan for UPU balik and like usual , kesemua 8 pilihan aku didominasi oleh course archi .
Like a week before aku masuk matriks kot , aku dapat phone called from UIA said that I had to come over to Petaling Jaya for an interview . Phone called tu aku dapat a day from interview aku , tu pun petang , esok pagi dah interview , I' VERY lucky to have a dad yang will support me in whatever I do as long as it's ain't wrong deeds , of course , ey ? My dad sanggup drove along to PJ after penat-penat balik kerja dengan hujan lebat gi-le , lori besar-besar dekat highway , that was my longest journey to KL as itu yang aku rasa la masa dalam kereta sambil hati berdoa je pada Allah , semoga semua things run smoothly as we wish it to be . Selamat sampai ! My dad is my hero for the past , present and future :D
The interviewed ran smoothly ! Even hati ni berdebar la jugak kan but then yeah , I'm an actress , of my own theater of life , so , my face ain't show what I feel . Then that day jugak balik Melaka and life goes on . 10th May 2010 , aku masuk matriks and orientation week pun bermula . Dan aku rasa sangat la lama nak habis a week nih , saturday tu jugak aku balik lepas habis orientation bagai , again My HERO fetched me home la kan .
Hah ! Part KEMUNCAK ni :)
The first thing after meet my family was naik atas , on computer ! Haha , jakun je rupa . Lantak la , bosan je minggu orientation tu , so , I need internet to cheer me up . hee . Then tengah dok layan ntahpape lagu dekat youtube , my parents jerit-jerit panggil aku dekat atas suruh turun bawah , tapi aku tak turun , tak tahu kenapa rasa dup dap dup dap je hati time ni . KARMA . kot .
I was online my facebook at that time and suddenly my sis(Nabilah) 'pop up' at the chatboxx and asked me to come down like something happened je kan . Our conversation sounds like this .
Sissy : Assalamualaikum , kau tak reti bahasa melayu ke ?
Me : Waalaikumsalam , err , faham la , BM aku A kot SPM .
Sissy : Dah tu tak reti nak turun ? Mak suruh turun kan ?
Me : Asal mak suruh turun ? Penting sangat ke ?
Sissy : Ekeleh turun jela , ade something speacial . I guess .
Me : Kau bagitahu la apsal , nanti aku turun .
Sissy : Kau ni gedik ar .
Me : Yes , I am . Thanks -.- So , what's up sampai aku nak kene come down ?
Sissy : Kau dapat UIA in architecture course la gedik! You better come down NOW !
Aku terus tak reply sebab time ni , aku dah selamat terkinja-kinja macam orang tak betul , tapi aku kan cool so , NO SOUND pls . Hee , aku buat aksi bisu la kira . I took wudu' and buat sujud syukur terus padahal possibility adik aku nak buat ' gotcha chat ' dengan aku sangat TINGGI kot -.- Terasa diri aku gelabah gi-le time tu , haha . Dalam hati ada taman wooo ! Dapat ' prince charming ' la katakan . No words can describe my feeling that time . Rasa macam mimpi . Fine , dah habis kinja-kinja versi bisu sebab tak nak orang dengar , aku pun turun la bawah , muka baget cool gi-le la tuww . Buat-buat noob-tak tahu apa tanya mak " mom , apsal panggil tadi ? " Err , mak tak cakap just bagi aku sampul surat saiz A4 je . Aku pun buka la padahal dah tahu sebab adik aku dah bagitahu , ade pro cons jugak la adik aku bagitahu . Yang pro nye , aku cool gi-le even like hell hati aku tengah menari tarian extreme mana pun aku tak tahu . Yang cons nye , tak gempak dah la sebab aku dah tahu awal kan . So , macam spoil mood suprice parents aku pulak . Alhamdulillah .
SO , parents aku macam biasa " NADIA , nak UIA or dah comfort dengan mariks ? " UIA! That was my answer . That monday pegi matriks buat urusan nak keluar apa semua and 23rd May 2010 aku selamat menjadi pelajar AED(Architecture and Environmental Design) at UIA . And , I promised to myself that I won't take this second chance for granted . Never . This is what I want and I got it with ALLAH's will . Bila fikir balik , like seriously , aku SANGAT lucky sebab banyak je kawan aku tak dapat course yang they want tapi aku DAPAT ! Syukur ! Allah bagi aku PELUANG ke 2 yang not all people will get but I GOT IT . Alhamdulillah , buat masa ni dah nak masuk sem 3 dah pun and aku tak ada paper yang kena repeat and hope tak akan pernah ada yang kena repeat . Pointer pun 3.0 above and will strive for the 4.0 !
Knowledge is power . Course yang aku take ni , 2 years foundation in AED then I'm planning(I want it so much) to further in Pure Architecture for my degree yang mana 5 years of studies which are 3 years for Bachelor in Science and the other 2 years foe Bachelor in Architecture . Tolak tambah bagi semua . 7 years of studies for Bachelor in Science in Architecture .
Even the whole world will say(hiperbola je , tak la whole world but fews said before and maybe in the future) yang " lama nya study kau ni " , " susah la study archi ni " , " archi susah belajar , susah kerja " , " archi kurang la for girls " , " men dominate this field so , mimpi jela kau nak be one of them " . Like I care ? NO , I DON' T CARE . Like seriously don't care and and this part aku tak pretending like don't care but I care because I'm really don't care . At all . The only thing make me don't care bila orang cakap buruk pasal archi sebab aku ada minat , passion yang sangat mendalam in archi . To those who read this , do pray for me , may ALLAH make things easy for me or at least make me strong to go through all the obstacles and may archi be my future . Amin :)
People , second chance doesn't come to you always , make others think that you're someone worth it to give second chance . And do what you LOVE :)
three words . THANK YOU ALLAH !
:')
peaceOUT !
may.ALLAH.bless
This is not my idea of doing this entry but it's MR.K's ilham bernas . You may refer HERE . Yet tengok the title pun you all will somehow dapat agak sikit la kot what my hands wanna talk here , ey ? It's about second chance . It's about passion . Not passion , ghairah yang blue-blue tak senonoh tu ok . Clear up your minds . It's about passion yang will make you like ada super power to get what you want . This super power call zealous . Or if dibahasa melayukan ialah semangat berkobar-kobar .
Why this damn passion is damn important ? Passion yang aku asyik cakap dari aku start tulis is minat , suka , keghairahan terhadap sesuatu . Oh by the way , ni bukan entry lucah , wahai reader(s) . Ni entry penaik semangat . So jangan nak manipulate benda yang aku tulis ni . Heh . Oh , berbalik pada question yang berdamn-damn tu . Frankly speak , aku sangat sangat sangat la agreed dengan MR.K yang kita kena buat apa yang kita suka dan minat dan
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| I LOVE YOU , baby ARCHI |
I'm 19 this coming October(oh my ! next year 20 ke ? Feeling so old) InsyaAllah , which somehow tells that I took my SPM in 2009 . Berbekal dengan result yang sangat tidak memuaskan hati aku and parents aku , result yang biasa-biasa , apply segala apa yang ada untuk further study , deep down in my heart , aku nekad nak archi to be my future . And others pertikaikan tentang choice aku yang nak archi to be my future . Aku just dengar jela what they said sebab yang bercakap tu bukan calang-calang orang , they're somebody yang dah success yang mungkin tak yakin dengan pilihan aku , so they just speak what they think . Maybe they just too concern about me sampai terlupa " nothing impossible when you believe in HIM " .
BUT , like seriously , nothing in this world can easily change my major passion in architecture to something else without Allah's will . And I'm thanked to my heart and mind sebab uneasily care bout others' thoughts . Months fly away and aku dapat Matriks Melaka yang somehow dah semakin make hard my dream to make archi as my future . SEBAB aku dapat course yang totally out dari landasan archi , bio sc or sains hayat . Yet rasa grateful tu tetap ada sebab , they're many out there yang tak dapat tempat nak further their studies . So , without fikir panjang-panjang lagi , aku terima kemasukan ke matriks dengan hati yang terbuka . At the same time , aku apply rayuan for UPU balik and like usual , kesemua 8 pilihan aku didominasi oleh course archi .
Like a week before aku masuk matriks kot , aku dapat phone called from UIA said that I had to come over to Petaling Jaya for an interview . Phone called tu aku dapat a day from interview aku , tu pun petang , esok pagi dah interview , I' VERY lucky to have a dad yang will support me in whatever I do as long as it's ain't wrong deeds , of course , ey ? My dad sanggup drove along to PJ after penat-penat balik kerja dengan hujan lebat gi-le , lori besar-besar dekat highway , that was my longest journey to KL as itu yang aku rasa la masa dalam kereta sambil hati berdoa je pada Allah , semoga semua things run smoothly as we wish it to be . Selamat sampai ! My dad is my hero for the past , present and future :D
The interviewed ran smoothly ! Even hati ni berdebar la jugak kan but then yeah , I'm an actress , of my own theater of life , so , my face ain't show what I feel . Then that day jugak balik Melaka and life goes on . 10th May 2010 , aku masuk matriks and orientation week pun bermula . Dan aku rasa sangat la lama nak habis a week nih , saturday tu jugak aku balik lepas habis orientation bagai , again My HERO fetched me home la kan .
Hah ! Part KEMUNCAK ni :)
The first thing after meet my family was naik atas , on computer ! Haha , jakun je rupa . Lantak la , bosan je minggu orientation tu , so , I need internet to cheer me up . hee . Then tengah dok layan ntahpape lagu dekat youtube , my parents jerit-jerit panggil aku dekat atas suruh turun bawah , tapi aku tak turun , tak tahu kenapa rasa dup dap dup dap je hati time ni . KARMA . kot .
I was online my facebook at that time and suddenly my sis(Nabilah) 'pop up' at the chatboxx and asked me to come down like something happened je kan . Our conversation sounds like this .
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| I don't lost my dream |
Sissy : Assalamualaikum , kau tak reti bahasa melayu ke ?
Me : Waalaikumsalam , err , faham la , BM aku A kot SPM .
Sissy : Dah tu tak reti nak turun ? Mak suruh turun kan ?
Me : Asal mak suruh turun ? Penting sangat ke ?
Sissy : Ekeleh turun jela , ade something speacial . I guess .
Me : Kau bagitahu la apsal , nanti aku turun .
Sissy : Kau ni gedik ar .
Me : Yes , I am . Thanks -.- So , what's up sampai aku nak kene come down ?
Sissy : Kau dapat UIA in architecture course la gedik! You better come down NOW !
Aku terus tak reply sebab time ni , aku dah selamat terkinja-kinja macam orang tak betul , tapi aku kan cool so , NO SOUND pls . Hee , aku buat aksi bisu la kira . I took wudu' and buat sujud syukur terus padahal possibility adik aku nak buat ' gotcha chat ' dengan aku sangat TINGGI kot -.- Terasa diri aku gelabah gi-le time tu , haha . Dalam hati ada taman wooo ! Dapat ' prince charming ' la katakan . No words can describe my feeling that time . Rasa macam mimpi . Fine , dah habis kinja-kinja versi bisu sebab tak nak orang dengar , aku pun turun la bawah , muka baget cool gi-le la tuww . Buat-buat noob-tak tahu apa tanya mak " mom , apsal panggil tadi ? " Err , mak tak cakap just bagi aku sampul surat saiz A4 je . Aku pun buka la padahal dah tahu sebab adik aku dah bagitahu , ade pro cons jugak la adik aku bagitahu . Yang pro nye , aku cool gi-le even like hell hati aku tengah menari tarian extreme mana pun aku tak tahu . Yang cons nye , tak gempak dah la sebab aku dah tahu awal kan . So , macam spoil mood suprice parents aku pulak . Alhamdulillah .
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| same goes with chances |
SO , parents aku macam biasa " NADIA , nak UIA or dah comfort dengan mariks ? " UIA! That was my answer . That monday pegi matriks buat urusan nak keluar apa semua and 23rd May 2010 aku selamat menjadi pelajar AED(Architecture and Environmental Design) at UIA . And , I promised to myself that I won't take this second chance for granted . Never . This is what I want and I got it with ALLAH's will . Bila fikir balik , like seriously , aku SANGAT lucky sebab banyak je kawan aku tak dapat course yang they want tapi aku DAPAT ! Syukur ! Allah bagi aku PELUANG ke 2 yang not all people will get but I GOT IT . Alhamdulillah , buat masa ni dah nak masuk sem 3 dah pun and aku tak ada paper yang kena repeat and hope tak akan pernah ada yang kena repeat . Pointer pun 3.0 above and will strive for the 4.0 !
Knowledge is power . Course yang aku take ni , 2 years foundation in AED then I'm planning(I want it so much) to further in Pure Architecture for my degree yang mana 5 years of studies which are 3 years for Bachelor in Science and the other 2 years foe Bachelor in Architecture . Tolak tambah bagi semua . 7 years of studies for Bachelor in Science in Architecture .
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| to get what you want is beauty |
Even the whole world will say(hiperbola je , tak la whole world but fews said before and maybe in the future) yang " lama nya study kau ni " , " susah la study archi ni " , " archi susah belajar , susah kerja " , " archi kurang la for girls " , " men dominate this field so , mimpi jela kau nak be one of them " . Like I care ? NO , I DON' T CARE . Like seriously don't care and and this part aku tak pretending like don't care but I care because I'm really don't care . At all . The only thing make me don't care bila orang cakap buruk pasal archi sebab aku ada minat , passion yang sangat mendalam in archi . To those who read this , do pray for me , may ALLAH make things easy for me or at least make me strong to go through all the obstacles and may archi be my future . Amin :)
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| I LOVE WHAT I DO , at least for now |
People , second chance doesn't come to you always , make others think that you're someone worth it to give second chance . And do what you LOVE :)
three words . THANK YOU ALLAH !
:')
peaceOUT !
may.ALLAH.bless
babe, u kena interview?
ReplyDeleteyup , aku kena interview dengan dean tw .
ReplyDeleteInterview tanya pasal ape?
ReplyDelete